With two of our employees enrolled in culinary school, we have been having bake-offs at work this summer. I have been eating lots of tasty things--fruit pies, chocolate chip cookies, flourless chocolate cakes--and decided that, even though I have been swamped at work, it was time to joint the action. I got the honor of picking what we baked, so I chose filled cupcakes. Cupcakes are all the rage now. An article in the New York Times last month detailed the trend in L.A. where people wait in long lines outside bakeries just to buy a single cupcake for $3.25. I wanted to do something trendy, yet small and easily shared.
Where I work, everyone loves chocolate, so I went on the hunt for a non-chocolate cupcake recipe. My cookbooks yielded nothing of interest. Neither did the on-line Food Network recipe search. So I simply "Googled" "filled cupcake." Of course, the first recipes that came up were chocolate--specifically for the devil's food type, cream-filled cupcake that I already knew someone was making. I scanned the entries working my way down the first page. I wasn't interested in self-filling cupcakes (rather like molten lava cakes), or cupcakes filled with jelly. Then one caught my eye; "Lavender Cream Filled Cupcake with Citrus Cream Cheese Frosting," on the Cup Cake Bake Shop Blog by Chockylit: http://chockylit.blogspot.com/2005/07/recipe-lavender-cream-filled-cupcake.html. Lavender is currently one of my two favorite flavors (along with ginger), and I was one hundred percent certain that no one else would make a cupcake flavored with lavender. This was it--something fun and different.
The white cupcakes were easy to make: a basic white batter with the beaten egg whites folded in at the end to give them a light texture. While the cupcakes were cooling, I made the lavender cream filling. I boiled a simple syrup of water and sugar, and steeped lavender blossoms in it (part of my harvest from last summer's lavender plants). After it cooled, I strained out the blossoms, and streamed the liquid into cream I had whipped to soft peaks. I whipped it to firm peaks, and the resulting cream had a lovely, light lavender flavor. (In fact, I ate the leftover for the next several mornings over fresh strawberries.) Following the recipe's directions, I used the small end of a melon-baller to scoop a hollow into each cupcake, reserving half of the plug to recap the cupcakes after I filled them. Using a squeeze bottle, I filled the cupcakes, capped them, and put them in the fridge to keep cool while I made the frosting.
The recipe called for a basic cream cheese frosting. I like cream cheese frosting, but always find it cloyingly sweet in my mouth. When I was baking cakes professionally, I always used to add some lime juice to my cream cheese frostings, just to take the edge off. Chockylit had taken it farther by adding a little juice from a lemon, lime, and orange, plus a mixture of their zests. To my mind, all of this citrus would overwhelm the subtleness of the lavender cream in the center of the cupcake. So, deviating from the recipe, I added only the lime juice and zest, and streamed the remainder of the lavender syrup into the frosting as well. A few drops of purple food coloring, a few lavender blossoms whipped in, and I had perfume frosting to top the cupcakes with.
The next day in the break room at work, mine was indeed the only non-chocolate cupcake. Besides the cream-filled devil's food cupcake, I sampled a rich chocolate cupcake filled with peanut butter, and topped with a shiny chocolate frosting and chopped, roasted nuts. It was a perfect blend of nuts and chocolate, not too sweet. The fourth contender was a mocha-mousse filled and topped chocolate cupcake decorated with swirls that had been poured of melted semi-sweet chocolate and stuck into the cupcakes once they had cooled and hardened. Those certainly won for presentation. I had piped the frosting onto my cupcakes, and added a few lavender blossoms--not quite as jazzy, but pretty none-the-less.
I had worried that my co-workers would miss the subtle lavender flavor. The night before, my husband had walked through the kitchen as I finished frosting the cupcakes, and had asked me what kind they were. I passed one under his nose and said, "Lavender. Do you smell it?"
"No, but they look great." My husband is used to me experimenting in the kitchen, and knows that a compliment might get him a sample.
At work the next day, my co-workers quickly sorted the strengths of the flavors out. Early samplers told others, "Eat the lavender ones first, or you can't taste their flavor after you have all that chocolate."
We never declare an official winner of our bake-offs. The winners are the employees who get to skip vending machine snacks on their breaks. I was happy that I got to make filled cupcakes that everyone enjoyed eating--including me. But as much as I liked the smooth sensation of the lavender cream filling of the lavender cream on my tongue, when I make the cupcakes again, I will just make them with the lavender lime cream cheese frosting. They will still be trendy and different, but not as time-consuming to make.
Baking complicated cupcakes with such a subtle main flavor had also made me more sensitive to what people can smell and taste when I cook. As an experiment, I took one of the lavender cupcakes from our bake-off home to my husband. We split it for dessert that night a while after dinner, each eating our half in several bites.
"How is it? " I prompted.
"Good!"
"Could you taste the lavender?"
"No, it just tasted sweet."
He couldn't taste the lavender at all.
Intriguing. I know that some people say that women have a keener sense of taste than men, but I just don't buy it. There are too many good male chefs out there tasting and tweaking seasonings in their restaurants. I had watched one of the guys I work with eat one of my lavender cupcakes. He ate it slowly, obviously thinking about the taste. He saw me watching him.
"Well?" I asked.
"It's interesting to taste these, " he said. "There are three parts to the flavor. First, there's the taste of the cream filling with lavender mixed with the taste of the cupcake. Then there's the zing of the lime in the frosting. Then it finishes with sweetness of the frosting and a faint lavender aftertaste." He got exactly what the recipe was trying to do.
Over the course of the day, I watched other people tasting the cupcakes on their breaks. Each type disappeared pretty quickly without anyone else seeming to analyze the flavors in their mouth. Was it because of the speed at which they ate the homemade goodies, or the fact that perhaps some of them didn't pick up on the lavender at all?
Over the next several days, I continues to think about the ability to taste or not taste certain flavors. My husband, who cheerfully eats almost anything I put in front of him, sometimes seems to miss the high and low notes of the foods I prepare. We also have different preferences in our tastes. He likes things that are very sweet or very salty, often salting foods at the table that I have already salted in cooking. I like more bitter and sour foods--wild greens, dill pickles--and he does not. I like red wine and like to use it in cooking. My husband, who does not drink wine or coffee because he dislikes the taste, does not like wine in stew or tomato sauce if I use as much as I like, bringing the wine to the forefront of the dish's taste. If I back off on how much I add to recipe so that it just deepens the flavor, he's fine with it. I have experimented with this compromise over the years we have been married because I want to make food that satisfies my creative urges, yet that also pleases him.
Perhaps he's a "supertaster," someone with an unusually large number of taste buds. These people tend not to like alcoholic beverages, Brussels sprouts, cabbage, coffee, grapefruit, green tea, kale, spinach, and soy products. Except for the grapefruit, that's a list of things I will eat but my husband would prefer not to. Supposedly, supertasters tend to eat less fat unless they have a history of ear infections which decreases the sensitivity to fat as a result of nerve damage (this could be my husband). "Medium tasters" have a more muted taste world, and tend to eat more vegetables and more foods with a wide range of tastes (that would be me).Then there are not-tasters who through disease, injury, or luck of the genetic draw don't taste food at all.
There's also the fact that taste is much diminished when we can't smell what we are eating. So if for whatever reason my husband couldn't smell the subtle lavender, then he wasn't going to be able to taste it. He just enjoyed the sweetness of the cupcake and the fact that I had brought one home. For his next treat, I'll make something chocolate--a flavor he and I both enjoy. Because after twenty-two years of marriage, the differences in taste are what still make our marriage spicy.
Thanks to all the participants in Faith Adiele's food writing class at the University of Iowa Summer Writing Festival, "What We Talk About When We Talk About Food," who commented on this piece in earlier drafts. And to my husband who gave the workshop as a present!